Hope, Cries, Joy and Sundae. huhu.

Waaa. Without realizing it, I have already gone through two of my cruelest exams for this exam. Alhamdulillah, I don't think I sucked that bad for the exam. Hoping and praying for at least an A minus. Huhu. Well, what has passed will not come back. Therefore I'm only looking forward to my last two exams which is Management this friday and Malaysian Studies on next friday. I can only do my best and the rest is just prayers to the Almighty that owns all the knowledge in this world. Huhu. Let us strive on kay. Good luck and all the best guys.

The Light Within My Darkness

The cold air has taken me once again, alone in front of a steel desk accompanied by the thick black book filled with words from scholars that nobody recognized their face, only remembered by their name and contribution to this hard cold world. As I sit there buried in the cold hearted books and notes, I fill myself with knowledge for the sake of 2.30pm 20th May 09. My head is hurting me but there is no stopping now. The clock is ticking as kind or as harsh as it may be, not waiting for anybody but its creator. I grew restless as I received no guidance for this next test. Studying blindly referring to past year papers that I have. Worried as I am, as restless as I am, filled with doubts and questions in my head, it all disappears in a blink of an eye. What magic, what bliss, what gentleness. Thank you my reminder, my supporter, my guardian, my savior, my sundae. huhu.

In the heat of the moment.

Well as you may have read in the newspaper, various parts of Malaysia is increasing in temperature. I don't deny that we here in cyberjaya also experiencing this phenomenon. Well, may it be hot or cold, study must live on. huhu. Wish me luck for the finals alrite. huhu. All in all, as long as I have my sundae, I should be fine though. huhu.

wow. how long has it been? lol.

Its been a long while since I have written in my blog. huhu. Well, its been quite a semester at that. Scholarship interviews, presentation, camps, events, so many happenings and so little time. The end of semester is just around the corner bringing the final exams along with it. Hopefully all of us can pass with flying colors. Huhu.

New Ray of Hope

Last two week I received an email from a sender that I did not recognized. So curiously I opened the email and found myself a confirmation email on whether or not I would like to attend a scholarship talk that is going to be held at MMU last wednesday. I was excited and so I replied immediately. So the fatefull day arrived sooner than I expected. The speaker was Mr Ajlil, fro the Khazanah Nasional Berhad. After hearing the talk, it was clear to me that this would be one of the elite scholarship as it requires you to mantain a CGPA of 3.50 at least. Furthermore, upon receiving their scholarship, you would also be trained during your free time(holiday time) in the ways of the management by mentors who are top notch in the business arena. I am really hoping to be a part of this because its a very good opportunity to ease my parent's burden and also to gain valueble experience for a successful career path. Wish me luck ok guys. huhu. Chowz.

INNOCENCE-AVRIL LAVINGE

Waking up I see that everything is ok
The first time in my life and now it's so great!
Slowing down I look around and I am so amazed
I think about the little things that make life great
I wouldn't change a thing about it
This is the best feeling

This innocence is brilliant, I hope that it will stay
This moment is perfect, please don't go away, I need you now
And I'll hold on to it, don't you let it pass you by

I found a place so safe, not a single tear
The first time in my life and now it's so clear
Feel calm I belong, I'm so happy here
It's so strong and now I let myself be sincere
I wouldn't change a thing about it
This is the best feeling

This innocence is brilliant, I hope that it will stay
This moment is perfect, please don't go away, I need you now
And I'll hold on to it, don't you let it pass you by

It's the state of bliss you think you're dreaming
It's the happiness inside that you're feeling
It's so beautiful it makes you wanna cry

It's the state of bliss you think you're dreaming
It's the happiness inside that you're feeling
It's so beautiful it makes you wanna cry

It's so beautiful it makes you want to cry

This innocence is brilliant, it makes you want to cry
This innocence is brilliant, please don't go away
'Cause I need you now
And I'll hold on to it, don't you let it pass you by

This innocence is brilliant, I hope that it will stay
This moment is perfect, please don't go away, I need you now
And I'll hold on to it, don't you let it pass you by

Finally driving =)

Yesterday, I went with my driving instructor Uncle Robert to a highway and started learning the basic of how to drive. We started at an empty road near the Universiti Islam Antarabangsa Malaysia(UIAM) in Kuantan. As a total newbie in driving, of course I was nervous, in fact, nervous does not explain enough of what I felt. The engine died on me a few times and I had problems in knowing when to shift the gears and handling the clutch was a mystery. I was worried sick and like hell. But as I got encouragement from Uncle Robert, I slowly but surely got better bit by bit. I made a few rounds at the highway until my time was up. He gave me useful tips to rid of my nervousness at the end of the day and took me back home. That was my first time and I was already driving on a highway with cars zooming to their individual destination. Not bad huh. That night I kept dreaming about the day I had. Today, I woke up refresh from having slept early and was very excited for my second day of driving. When the clock struck 10 o'clock, the instructor arrived at my front gate. We went to the same spot and started. I guess some positive thinking does help as I seem to be better than yesterday. The engine did not die on me. HAHAHA! I was ecstatic of the improvement. I drove away at 50+km per hour until we reach the mouth of the city of Kuantan. Now I am driving in the city already. I start losing my cool. "So many cars..." I thought. I drove the car until we reached the Stadium Darul Makmur area and Uncle Robert took over. What relief I felt. I guess second day and already driving in the city was too much for me today. Well anyways, driving itself is very new for me and I consider myself to be doing good at my own pace. Keep up the positive thinking and I should be driving with license in no time soon. =)